What to Do If You Can’t Stand Your Spouse

You may have woken up one morning, looked over at the person you married, and thought: What did I do?

You might be wondering if love is supposed to feel this hard—if it’s normal to feel shut down, irritated, or just emotionally drained. Maybe you’ve even fantasized about leaving—anything to escape the tension, the silence, or the never-ending loop of unresolved fights.

If this sounds familiar, you're not alone. At some point, many people question everything. You might even feel regret. But that doesn’t mean your marriage is over. It just means it’s real.

Here are 8 insights to help you stay grounded when you're not feeling the love:

1. You’re Not Broken for Feeling This Way

Every couple experiences moments—or even seasons—of deep disconnection. Whether it’s triggered by stress, health issues, resentment, or plain exhaustion, these emotions can be intense. You might feel angry, let down, or even repulsed—and that can be frightening.

But here’s the truth: disillusionment is a normal part of love. The early magic fades. Real life begins.

This moment might not be the end. It could be the start of something more honest, resilient, and real.

2. Don’t Make Big Decisions in Big Emotions

In moments of rage, grief, or hopelessness, it’s tempting to imagine walking away. But decisions that shape your life deserve clarity, not chaos.

Take a breath. Sleep on it—not just overnight, but maybe for a few weeks. Time and calm can bring perspective. The pain may still be there, but how you see it will change. Give yourself space before drawing final conclusions.

3. Ask Yourself: What Exactly Can’t I Stand?

Is it your spouse’s behavior—or is it how you feel around them? Often, it’s not just “them”—it’s the emotional pattern you’re stuck in together. Maybe you feel unheard, disrespected, or emotionally unsafe. Maybe they’re triggering past wounds without even knowing it.

Try to get specific. Is it their tone of voice? The messes they leave? The emotional distance? Naming the issue is the first step toward healing it.

4. Take Some Space to Reset

When the tension is too high, a little breathing room can work wonders. You don’t need a dramatic separation—just a pause. A walk. A quiet hour with a friend. Time to journal, pray, cry, or breathe.

Sometimes your soul just needs to hear itself again. And when you return—not just to your house, but to yourself—you may feel more centered, more patient, and more able to see clearly.

5. Zoom Out: This Is One Moment in a Bigger Story

Marriage is a long journey. This painful season? It’s one chapter—not the whole book.

Every relationship goes through rhythms: closeness and distance, harmony and conflict. Ironically, the moments that feel the most impossible often lead to the deepest breakthroughs—if you can stay with the process.

6. Remember the Good (Even Just One Thing)

When you’re hurt or bitter, it’s easy to forget the good. But try to remember: What first drew you together? What did you admire in them? What moments made you laugh or feel seen?

You don’t have to force affection. But recalling even one moment of kindness, strength, or connection can crack open the wall you’ve built—and that crack is often where healing begins.

7. Know When It’s Bigger Than You

If you're in a truly toxic or abusive relationship—emotionally, physically, or spiritually—please seek outside support. You’re not meant to handle this alone.

But many people feel hopeless over issues that are actually fixable—like chronic miscommunication or emotional shutdown. These patterns feel overwhelming, but they can be transformed.

With the right tools, honest effort, and often professional help, even a struggling marriage can find its way back to connection.

8. You Didn’t Miss Your Soulmate—You Build One Together

There’s a powerful Jewish idea: soulmates aren’t something you find. They’re something you become—together.

This is your soulmate—not because it’s always smooth, but because you were meant to go through something real together.

The Baal Shem Tov, founder of the Hasidic movement, taught: “Where your thoughts are, there you are entirely.” If your thoughts dwell on flaws, fantasies, or escape, you’ll stay trapped there. But if you begin—gently—to focus on growth, healing, and hope, you’re already shifting the direction of your marriage.

You can feel pain and still choose to stay. You can feel numb and still begin again. You can lose your way—and find it together.

Marriage isn’t a fairytale. But it can be a holy place. A place of growth, transformation, and meaning—where even the messiest stories can become beautiful.